Saturday, January 19, 2013
Saturday, January 12, 2013
New Years Eve
Daniel wanted to help me with my bucket list for New Years Eve.
Later we when to his aunts house and had some more fun!
So he surprised me by taking me horseback riding. We had so much fun.
We then went on a hike and had hotdogs at the fire and played card games and watched a western comedy.
Later we when to his aunts house and had some more fun!
I got my new years eve kiss!
Im so sad
I was only excited for school because I really want to take this Tia Chi class but last minute it was cancelled so now I have no class to relax.
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
my oh my
My mind is missing somewhere.
I could have sworn that it wasn't in heaven anymore so it must be running around here on earth somewhere.
I am soooo stressed! School and work and my mind and my boyfriend and just life being so hard!!!
why oh why!
I cant believe that I am jealous! I tried to not be but it really does bother me when he sends a text to her. I dont talk to my X if I can help it.
aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! MY OH MY!
I could have sworn that it wasn't in heaven anymore so it must be running around here on earth somewhere.
I am soooo stressed! School and work and my mind and my boyfriend and just life being so hard!!!
why oh why!
I cant believe that I am jealous! I tried to not be but it really does bother me when he sends a text to her. I dont talk to my X if I can help it.
aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! MY OH MY!
Monday, January 7, 2013
its been like forever! Update for no one that reads this! ha
I don't know how to follow people or how to get people to be able to follow me but hey who cares I can have a blog where I can just go back and look!
Well I have the best, best, best boyfriend in the whole wide world. He may not be rich like what I had hoped but he has a good job and he loves his family more than anything. He may be super super busy all the time but he makes time for the girl that he never forgets to show that he actually really does care for. Its done by simple things. He doesn't buy me big fancy things or constitally take me out somewhere, all he has to do is give me that little wink or smile and my insides all melt. It has been 3 months and I still get butterflies when he walks in the room. I still blush when he smiles at me and when I have something to tell him that might be embarrassing. I can tell him anything. He may laugh and make fun of me sometimes but he knows when to stop and he actually listens to everything I say. At the end of our day together, I can actually tell how much he cares for me by the cute little things. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I am so blessed.
My family still makes fun of me all the time. My sister still is super quite. Jarom is a boy and annoying sometimes but really helpful at other times. Hyrum is a punk. Jacob has a new girl every week, but that isnt really new. We have a new brother named Zack. Brandies brother has joined us for some reasons I dont fully understand. But I am ok because I have a new brother and I love him so much. He is in high school and he is doing well in school as far as I know. He too has a new girl all the time. Michael is trying to prepare for a mission and graduate from high school. He also has a really cute girlfriend of 4 months. My parents are still doing their thing and still going strong. They are a great example to me about how you can love someone and still make it through the rough times in life.
*****************This picture was taken in 2011 but we are still the same*******************
My friends are getting married off like crazy and I am still here. A little while ago that might of bothered me but I am actually ok with it. I am happy and I enjoy being where I am.
*******these are the only cuties that I can think of right now that are now married!*********
Work has its ups and downs. I love the little boy and I love Rhonda and I love that I get to help run an office. But I keep making mistakes that cost my boss money or hours. ehhhh I feel sooo bad all the time and I dont know why I still have a job sometimes. I am grateful that she keeps giving me a chance but man I feel so bad. I keep trying to do better but no matter how well Im doing one week it blows up again a week later.
My relationship with my Heavenly Father could definitely be better but I will continue to work on it.
I love my callings even though I dont really care for my ward all the much. For some reason I just dont like the people all that much. They are the same kind of people that I went to high school with and I just dont really get along with most of them. Its not that they are bad people at all, they are actually funny and we have some good times. Its just that we dont really make any attempts to talk to each other...ever.
My goals have their times where they are good and bad. I will accomplish things!!
I looked back over my last year and I didnt do extremely well but life kept moving and it got me to where I am today and I wouldnt change any of it. Oh I dont have braces anymore and Im still going to be a teacher!
Well I have the best, best, best boyfriend in the whole wide world. He may not be rich like what I had hoped but he has a good job and he loves his family more than anything. He may be super super busy all the time but he makes time for the girl that he never forgets to show that he actually really does care for. Its done by simple things. He doesn't buy me big fancy things or constitally take me out somewhere, all he has to do is give me that little wink or smile and my insides all melt. It has been 3 months and I still get butterflies when he walks in the room. I still blush when he smiles at me and when I have something to tell him that might be embarrassing. I can tell him anything. He may laugh and make fun of me sometimes but he knows when to stop and he actually listens to everything I say. At the end of our day together, I can actually tell how much he cares for me by the cute little things. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I am so blessed.
My family still makes fun of me all the time. My sister still is super quite. Jarom is a boy and annoying sometimes but really helpful at other times. Hyrum is a punk. Jacob has a new girl every week, but that isnt really new. We have a new brother named Zack. Brandies brother has joined us for some reasons I dont fully understand. But I am ok because I have a new brother and I love him so much. He is in high school and he is doing well in school as far as I know. He too has a new girl all the time. Michael is trying to prepare for a mission and graduate from high school. He also has a really cute girlfriend of 4 months. My parents are still doing their thing and still going strong. They are a great example to me about how you can love someone and still make it through the rough times in life.
My friends are getting married off like crazy and I am still here. A little while ago that might of bothered me but I am actually ok with it. I am happy and I enjoy being where I am.
Work has its ups and downs. I love the little boy and I love Rhonda and I love that I get to help run an office. But I keep making mistakes that cost my boss money or hours. ehhhh I feel sooo bad all the time and I dont know why I still have a job sometimes. I am grateful that she keeps giving me a chance but man I feel so bad. I keep trying to do better but no matter how well Im doing one week it blows up again a week later.
My relationship with my Heavenly Father could definitely be better but I will continue to work on it.
I love my callings even though I dont really care for my ward all the much. For some reason I just dont like the people all that much. They are the same kind of people that I went to high school with and I just dont really get along with most of them. Its not that they are bad people at all, they are actually funny and we have some good times. Its just that we dont really make any attempts to talk to each other...ever.
My goals have their times where they are good and bad. I will accomplish things!!
I looked back over my last year and I didnt do extremely well but life kept moving and it got me to where I am today and I wouldnt change any of it. Oh I dont have braces anymore and Im still going to be a teacher!
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